Help!

God! I need Your help.

this fits perfectly that I'd believe in you right now, because my world is spinning out of my hands. I have so much I need to get done, but I can't right now. I'm so freaked out....I don't know how to do anything. I'm exhausted and I can't get anything done. Maybe I shouldn't be an RA or maybe I can't do the art. I love art, but I can't do it anymore. I'm really tired...more perhaps more than ever before. they tell me I don't need good grades, but I feel like such a failure right now. How will I succeed in anything I can't meet deadlines. I can't...I'm too meticulous...I can't put things together....I'm not even creating real sentences right now...and I just wish I had a life like everyone else....I don't have time....maybe they don't either...but I'm really trying to get things done...I try my hardest. Maybe it's not good enough.

If you happen across this...pray...I want something...I need something...the conversations I have are meaningless and vain....I spent 4 hours thinking about a concept...but it doesn't work. It's probably pretty cliche...BUT I need to get it out.