Are we not all murderers

Are we not all murderers?
Have we not all destroyed one another.

Snuffing out the very life that God and replacing it with death and defeat!


I watched a clip of Schindler's list...it was two minutes...it was nazis destroying a town...."cleansing it" of jews...and people saying "GOODBYE JEWS!" regular people...

but is that not happening today!

my heart stopped....

when you harbor hatred against someone Jesus said it is like murder before his eyes!

I see people do that everyday...and I get used to it....I know it's wrong...i detect it's wrong...I tell them that, but it doesn't STOP!

It breaks my heart! (easily becoming a new catch phrase sadly) to see what it must do to God...to have a constant genocide going on constantly...to see blatant hatred and disgust...and lies being spread...

"I have the right to be angry at this person for what they did to me!"

YOU HAVE NO RIGHTS AT ALL!!!
For Love is what you were made to do.
Anything else is not of the father!
You have heard it said that you are not your own!

Believe it...and believe that the people you come in contact with are not yours either and are not even in ownership of themselves.

What right does this us vs. them attitude have?

what good can come from water poured on the floor...

I tell you the truth that your lives are just as water...and there is only so much...and you are pouring it out on the floor...and it is only being stretched...and will evaporate sooner than if you had not done anything in the first place.

Are our hearts in the right place or are they being wasted on what desires enter them at a given moment?

It is written six things which God HATES (proverbs 6:16-19)

Haughty Eyes
Hands that shed innocent blood
Heart filled with wicked thoughts
Feet that run to mischief
Lying tongue
A man who stirs up dissension among brothers

yet we do not stop.
we do not yield to what is detestable in God's sight

instead we run to God with our mind perverted, our hands stained, and our tongue twisted telling others that God should accept us as we are...for he made us...

but I tell you...unless the spirit of God is upon you...

you are no creation of the God most high...You were never created by him

For how could he make anything that is less than perfect...and how can we be perfect without the saving grace that is in Christ Jesus?

I am the worst of you. I have hated the Church I have hated my very brothers. I have taken what truth they spoke to me twisted it and spat it back in their face...and killed them in my heart...for death seeks to expand it's domain more than ever in the hearts of this generation.

But light that came to me was was in the form of grace that I never deserved...a grace that was so powerful it moves men to tears...and leaves them fallen...on the floor...and raises them up with strength to overcome this world...

Peace!
how much destruction?
how many wars will you wage in your mind before the populations of the earth will die out?
What will become of our God when we think with our hearts, we are deceived, we do not turn, he does not heal us and all the world is clothed in grey?

For it is not Darkness that the world sees or light...but Grey!

I am just overwhelmed :)

GOD!

MY GOD :)

He just pours out his spirit and makes divine appointments for me...I can't even sleep without feeling his love on me...

I've been having more dreams...but They're getting more serious....I have people dying in my dreams...and

God just keeps putting me in situations in my dreams where I should die...but he does miracles for me in the dreams....and the thing he keeps repeating is, mainly that I have spoken things about your future that have not yet come true....

it's impossible for you to die....at least until they do...and just gives me power...when I hear that...

not that i'm gonna' jump in front of a car or anything...but just that his love is watching over me...it's empowering! :)

One of my Stranger thoughts.

Right before I began to write a paper for school my mind wondered ever so far away from the normal spectrum of thought. Encompassing a whole new dimension to the Love Hate relationship I have with...relationships is this new and unique thought. What if I were female. The obvious question that would follow would be my attraction level as a girl. Would I be hot. Could I perhaps be even hotter than I am now as a member of the male sex. Would I be smarter, more driven, have more self-control, would I still have struggled with the things I did, if I were girl would I even retain what people may call my personality, would I be small, would I be tall, would I be the kind of girl that beats people up or the kind that is insanely nice, would I flirt with everyone, would I flirt with myself if I were two people and one was a girl?

Can you see the flood gates? This question is just too !''! @ ehhh

However the question stream of thought that Ranked in at #1 on the insanely strang-o-meter and prompted this blog was:

What if I were a Girl? What if as a girl I was a lesbian? Would I be hotter as a girl? Would I be hotter as a lesbian? As a lesbian would I get hotter girls than as a man? Am I more attractive to girls as a girl? Do I make a better man being a lesbian?

I don't know weird stuff...
This isn't my normal stream of thought...
but it's funny :)